Why cant I breath...whenever I think about you?

Ooh boy you know u can't escape me

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 18:55:34 GMT

Updatin

Sooo yesterday I had an amazzing day wit Alyssa Manda && Danielle at the beach. more tan than burnt thank god. Shopped got a bunch of stuff but im dum and didnt look at the size of a belt so its wayyyy 2 big. Than I came home 2 a party thing???? hahaha

Stacy came over swimmin, than we called Josh R && he came over than Russ came over. Than me && stacy kicked their ass in bball cause they just cant dribble balls between our legs cause were 2 smart for that...;). hahah sometimes. lol. Than we hung in the basement for awhile. Took a walk for awhile and picked up Josh S. than i did an amazinggg fall down a hill and i didnt even hurt myself (miracle). Than we all went home.

Woke wicked early today just 2 see my Jeremy one last time before he left for France. We went swimmin for like an hour. Watched Napoleon Dynamite for like the first time ever. WOW i thought it was soo dum but lol w/e. Than we walked 2 Captains corner for some Ben&&Jerrys ice cream and ate it on the pond. Than deff went frog hunting. hahaha. Came back and went swimmin a little bit more. im gonna miss him while hes gone :(

Now Stacy, Jana && Jess r comin over 2 go swimmin yeaa babyyy.

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So Long && Goodnight

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 15:14:22 GMT

Suchhh a long week

Saturday: (+) Amanda came over

(-) We went 2 church and heard the story of the puppies hahahahaha

(+) Alyssa came over and we all went swimming

(+) we stayed up till 4 in the morning doing wat we do best......talking.....

Sunday: (-) We were late 2 go 2 alyssas

(+) had a barbeque

(+) Went 2 see fireworks in Dracut

Monday: haha completlyy foget wat i did monday srry if i forgot u

Tuesday: Just a bunch of stuff

Wedensday: (+) went 2 canobie wit Emily && Stacy :)

(+) Met BEN && maroon boy on the bumper cars hahahhaaha soo hott and they followed us and we followed them hahaha how bout the sky ride in a half hour ;) Bumper car love babyyyy

(+) talked 2 my love Ashlee && I love her so much since but dont get 2 see her nemore

Thursday: (-) had a volley ball and basketball game

(+) Talked 2 Lorenza :)

(+) Nicole slept over and u can ask cam wat we did ;)

(+) && Goose lovesss me so he'll go make out wit shit instead of himmmm lol

Yeaaaa not exciting at all only the Ben part :) and the fireworks wit my gurls

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Havnt updated in forever...

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 22:11:44 GMT

SUMMER 05 deff in 2 days !!!!! :)....................... yeaa babyyy

So yesterday i found out that im goin 2 the BACKSTREET BOY CONCERT wit alyssa in august!!!!! soo pumped!! awesome seats too!! Went 2 stephanies graduation party just now. Swam in a wickked nice heated pool..cuz its not like my rents open our pool or nething?? Now cramming for finals 2morrow. exciting life.

its funny because when you do something
right, no ones remembers. but when u do
something wrong--no one ever f o r g e t s*

Things happen in life that you cant stop, but it's no reason to shut out the world

Wed, 25 May 2005 13:41:32 GMT

Sooo sick. This is like the first time ive been up in like a day. Figured I'd update this since i havnt in like forever.

Went to cape cod this weekend for bball. Lost every game. YESS!!....not. Than I got sick monday and Ive been sick for the past 3 days. Yupp thats pretty much it

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What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Stacy is your soulmate.

You truly love Alyssa.

You consider Amanda your true friend.

You know that is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Nicole for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Emily is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Courtney is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Anjie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Anjie changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Caitlin is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Caitlin has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

He wanted her, but she never told, the secret that she wanted him as well

Mon, 16 May 2005 00:18:43 GMT

Pretty good weekend.....Friday...me and Josh's on month :).... Alyssa and Tylers 2 months..... and Mulhare and Courtneys one nite?? hahaha so we all went 2 on the border and then walked 2 the movies. Than I slept over alyssas and we jumped on the trampoline and watched movies all nite. Saturday I went 2 applebees wit Nicole then slept at her house. hahah burned some awesome cds. Than I came home and now im jus chillen I guess <33

Wait I once trusted you?

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:57:49 GMT

This weekend suckked. States we played horrible it was soo bad. So my weekend was shot. Than monday stayed after wit my math crew<33 alyssa amanda&courtney<33 hahaha trucking??? lol. Than I had bball which suckked again. Than today i was supposed to go to the lacrosse game but nooo i hav 2 watch my sister alll nite. prob gonna sneak out or sumthing. And i also found out sum stuff i never knew about today.....thanks for tellin me.... u kno who u r ; )..........sooo todays not goin so good either but 2nite will be fun when i leave this prison : )

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----/ It tears you apart

What you didnt kno \ ----

And any time I feel alone, I close my eyes and dream of where you are...

Wed, 04 May 2005 00:12:03 GMT

Havnt updated in over a week soo im bored and doin it now. Domnican wit Emily was amazzzing. Haha plane ride from miami. TURBULENCE LADYYY!!!!! haha does anybody feel that??? hahahaha wow i was so scared for a sec. To bad we got sun poisoning and didnt get very tan :/. oo well it was tonnns of fun LOVE YOU EM! I missed everyone here soo much!!! Stacyyy stay pimpin sweetie ;) Nicole aww hunn ilu soo much straighten up little soldier!!! Alyssa dont worry babe I'LL alwayssss love u no matter wat!!!! And Emily defff wanted me 2 take a survey in her lj??? haha but since shes one of my best ill obv do it for her. :)

SECTiON 1 ABOUT YOURSELf
+ Known as: Cara
+ Age: 15
+ Lives in(on): Nashua
+ Birthday: February 25
+ Ethnicity: Irish wit a little bit of spanish
+ Religion: Catholic
+ Shoe size: 8
+ Hair color: hahahah will sum1 answer that???
+ Style: watever i feel like i guess
+ Fears: SPIDERS!!!!!

SECTiON 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? haha umm kindaa
+ Fallen off the bed? haha only when sum1 pushes me!!!
+ Fallen for a relative? eww no
+ Broke someone`s heart? sadly yess
+ Had your heart broken? umm not really
+ Had a dream come true? YES!!!
+ Done something you regret? a few things
+ Cheated on a test? yea but we cheat together ;)

SECTiON 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? sweats and a tank
+ Listening to? BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!! haha
+ Located? upstairs
+ Chatting with? i'm on awayyy
+ Watching? celtics soon
+ Should REALLY be doing? ummm homework???

SECTiON 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? eww yes
+ Like anybody? JOSH STEWARDDD!!!
+ Have any piercing? ears
+ Drive? nopeee
+ Drink? ...
+ Smoke? nope
+ Got a cellphone? mhm
+ Got a pager? who uses those??

SECTiON 5 FRiENDS...
+ Who is your best? Emily, Stacy, Nicole, Alyssa, ... and it goes on i love u all
+ Who do you hate? some people
+ Who is the shyest? hahaha none of them
+ Who is the most talkative? ALYSSA!!!
+ Who is the cutest? ....?
+ Who laughs the most? ANJIE DEFFF!!!!
+ Who have you known the longest? umm prob alyssa
+ Who have you known the shortest? maybb amanda
+ Who do you miss the most? no1...
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? My luv Chris Mulhare i dont kno how he listens so much
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? yuppp.
+ Do you trust your friends? almost all
+ Are you a good friend? i try to be
+ Can you keep a secret? deff

SECTiON 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? ummm... no cluu mayb alyssa mayb stacy mayb josh?? idk
+ IMed? Alyssa and Amanda
+ Talked to on the phone? Emily
+ Yelled at? haha umm prob Em a longg time ago
+ Fell in love with? Joshhh

SECTiON 7 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? no clu
+ What has been the best day of your life? prob to many
+ What comes first in your life? my friends.
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? My love Josh<33
+ What are you most scared of? SPIDERS!!! they scare the shit out of me
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? Im usually to tired to think
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? yea my papa
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? ummm none deeply
+ Love your family? some of them.
+ Love your friends? 24/7

SECTiON 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: How to lose a guy in 10 days or love&basketball
+ Song: Goodbye to YOu- Michelle Branch
+ Group: ...?
+ Store: abercrombie and fitch and american eagle.
+ Relative: my auntie
+ Sport: volleyball and basketball.
+ Ice cream: cookie dough :P
+ Candy: SKITTLESSSSS taste the rainbow
+ Holiday: My birthday haha kinda conceited
+ Day of the Week: Tuesday
+ Time: 7:48
+ Color: PINK!!
+ Name for a Girl: Leah Elizabeth or Emily
+ Name for a Boy: Matthew

SECTiON 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs: 2 everyone
+ Like to give kisses? who doesnt??
+ Like to walk in the rain? LOVE 2!!!
+ Prefer black or blue pens? i usually use black but like blue better
+ Like to travel? everywhere
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? sidee.
+ Think you're attractive? helll nooo
+ Ever have the falling dream? yea then i jump in my sleep and wake up hahaha
+ Have stuffed animals? mhmm

You'll Be My Vacation Away From This Place....

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 21:18:35 GMT

Deff leavin for Spring break 2morrow!!!!!! ahhh sooo pumped. can't wait ne longer.
Had 2 games today we won both of them. sooo sore now tho but 2 excited 2 care. deff went 2 cheer nicole on at her softball game in a wifebeater!!! godd i was soooo cold. but i love nicole and she was worth it even tho she prob couldnt hear me cheering hahah. Goin 2 the mall 2nite prob wit emily 2 get some last minute stuff for the Dominican. have 2 games 2morrow againn than...... im gone. I'll miss u guys<33

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Slow Down, I just want to get to know you

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 19:06:37 GMT

hahaha funny day. haha graphic design wit rachel. haha she thinks my tractors sexxyyy ;) haha oo boyy. Went to the girls lacrosse game tuesday. yess saw my gurls jana and jess kick ass. Now im goin 2 josh's than the guys game 2nite.

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Don't judge me by tomorrow by the day I'm acting today...

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 20:16:49 GMT

Not muchh today but deff goin 2 the jamn dance tonite!!!! :D deff dancin all nite long cannnot wait. I cant wait to see all my north friends 2!!! :D LORENZA I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!! This weekend i hav games in foxboro. ughhh and im deff doin some more shoppin for the dominican. soo phsyced about that 2. god i just want this week 2 fly by....

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You'll be my vacation away from this place.....<333

But words are only words...can u show me somthing

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 21:08:35 GMT

Crazy weekend in ALbany wit my gurls. hahah emily and stacy luvvv u guys. Soo funny wit carlee 2 haha. 2 bad u guys slept the whole ride up i did some awesommme dj-ing ;). We beat harlem at least and i still hav all my teeth :D. Wow i was afraid of them. completely fucked up the arm tho cant even move it. Goin 2 pracitce 2nite... yesssss.... NOT!

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Please can u tell me...so i can finally see....where u go when ure Gone

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 20:32:22 GMT

PARTYYYYY 2 nite soooo pshyced. Than Rhode island for the weekend...?? Dont hav the cell for awhile soo dont even bother callin it.

Baby dont cryyy...

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 20:17:42 GMT

Deff bad at updatin haha srry.....
Today was good i guess. Hawaiian day haha. And of course i wear flip flops and walk rite into snow gettin off the bus so my feet were frozen all day. haha. FUCKIN MS LESSERRRRR. cant go 2 the domnican now because of her. soooo pissed. haha but alyssa made my day again. thanks hunn ilu. Lauo thing 2nite. Hopefully it wont be 2 dum. lol. haha thats all i guess for today

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Love the fites goin on in my comments... haha yeaaa u kno who u r

How many more chances.....

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 04:31:05 GMT

Not much really today. School boring. Chillen wit Stacyyyy. BURN BOOK!!! hahah mayb ure in it ;). kk newways borred. doin a survey.. JUst call me Electra :D hahhaha

1. FULL NAME: Cara Marie Shannon
2. NICKNAMES: nonnne
3. WEIGHT: 1,000,000 lbs
4. HEIGHT: 5'6"
5. HAIR: blondish brown
6. SIBLINGS: my little sister Erinnn
7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER: who doesnt??
8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING ON THE TOILET: thats oddd...
9. BIRTH DATE: February 25, 1990
10. ADDRESS: a street.
11. CITY: Nashua
12. STATE: NH
13. SEX: Female
14. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty
15. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: no liars no assholes no jealous friends, anddd no people wit huge noses
16. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED: nope
17. DO YOU HAVE YOUR LICENSE: No
18. DO YOU HAVE A CAR: Yeaa mustang 69' babyyy

*********FAVORITES*********
19. MOVIES: Hot Chick, A walk 2 remember, love & basketball
20. SONGS: Naughty gurl, collide,
21.FAVORITE SINGER: i dont knowww
22. TV SHOW(s): OC, newlyweds, summerland, smallville
23. ACTOR: CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY!!!! hotttiee
24. ACTRESS: dont hav one
25. FOOD: FRENCH FRIES!!!! deff.
26. NUMBER: 22 represent!!
27. CARTOON: i dont really watch cartoons
28. DISNEY CHARACTER: Ariel

*********LOVE LIFE ETC*********
29. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: mayb someday
30. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: 24ish
31. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?: 23ish
32. WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE: kinda slutty
33. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF: nope
34. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: yeaa
35: GUYS/GIRLS: guyss
36. YELLOW/ORANGE: orange
37. GREEN/BLUE: blue
38. PINK/PURPLE: PINKK!!! lovve that color
39. SUMMER/WINTER: Summer love the sun too much
40. NIGHT/DAY: night
41. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: Hanging out
42.DOPEY/FUNNY: funny

*********ALL ABOUT YOU*********
43. WEIRD SAYING: ugly bitch wit hickeys
44. FAVORITE SAYING: u want 2 tap that ;)
45. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO: Nash South
46. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS: noooo..
47. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN ON FOR YOU: your eyes
48. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE: haha kissing?

*********THE PERSON YOU KNOW WHO IS*********
49. MOST BLONDE: Alott of people but prob ALyssa...jus cause of the dum ansers in math.. i still LOVE HER tho<33
50. BEST PERSON: Stacy Ann Mcdonald& Nicole Elise Schneider
51. NICEST: everyone
52. FUNNIEST: Jana and Jess
53. STRANGEST: ANJIEEEE but were strange together
54. WHICH 6 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST THE MOST?: hmmm mostly all of them i guess cant really name 6
55. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES: their out there
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT: awww when me and bailey cryed 2gether cause we made a legacy
57. ARE YOU HAPPY: somtimes..depends
58. WHAT IS AN OBJECT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT: my cell
59. LOVE OR LUST: Love
60.TRUST OR HONESTY: trust...but that never happens
61. SILVER OR GOLD: silver
62. DIAMOND OR PEARL: diamond
63. SUNSET OR SUNRISE: both are nice but sunsets are sweeter
64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: never
65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS OR REGULAR ANIMALS: just alot of pillows
66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: ears
67. WHAT COLOR UNDIES/BOXERS/BREIFS ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: tealll
68. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: move bitch get out the way-- haha jamn baby
69. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 3573
70. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON: Spain orr Virgin Islands
71. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: obv there looks
72:WHAT'S YOUR FAVORTIE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: ewww... prob hav 2 say English
73. FAVORITE SPORT: VOLLEYBALL!!! maybb bball
74. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: the beach
75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: 50 Cent
76. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES: 20/20
77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: never trust ex-bestfriend, backstabbing, bitches- from stacyyy?? haha jus now
78. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS: tonns
79. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS: livve it upp
80. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD: when i had 2 get my tonsils out???
81. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER: scaryyyy
82. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON: in person
83. HUGS OR KISSES: kisses xoxox
84. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST: Goodbye to you- michelle branch absoulutly love her voice and that song
85. MICHAEL JACKSON/R.KELLY: hott rapist orr ugly child molester????? mmmm u choose...
86. DO YOU HAVE ANY ENEMIES: defff ugly beaver looking people with unibrows that just dont have a lif
87. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR: SPIDERS!!!!!!! bit by a rare fuckin one scared 2 deathh of them
88. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS: richhh... than u become famous
89: IF YOU DIED TOMORROW- WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: my doggg...everyone kiss it
90. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH: friends or just thinkin by myself
91. DO YOU WANNA DIE IN YOUR SLEEP OR A DIFFERENT WAY: in my sleep.
92. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO: give him recies pieces
93. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKED: ummmm like an hour ago
94. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Clancy my doggy
95:WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL: Zebraaa
96. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC: totallyyyy...buzzed rite now
97.. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: stolle it from sum random chick
98.. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON: she had sum dum answers b4
99.WHEN DID YOU BECOME FRIENDS: mayb if i met her???
100. DID YOU LIKE THIS SURVEY: fell in loove wit it........mayb

69.......SAM

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And I Almost Had You....But I Guess That Doesnt Cut It

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 20:20:31 GMT

Dont really feel like writing....doin it neways tho

Ughh progress report sucks. deff not showing the rents. Left school 2 go 2 the doctors. Mite hav 2 go 2 a plastic surgeon??? deff wayy 2 afraid 2 do that. Some Sports banquet 2nite. deff dont want 2 go i hate those things. But i get 2 skip practice for it so i guess thats good. HAHAHAH ALYSSA TODAY!!!!!!! Stop it...haha....hhahaha she was the only one laughing at her joke. haha lyss knos wat i mean. lol. than Anjie in gym FINALLY relised it. It only took her like half the quarter??? lol luv her neways

deff comment if ure cool enough<333

" ` when you think about it .. we're all fucked
up in our own ways`.. some of us are just
better at hiding it. " - - » _breakfeast club *`

And when worst comes to worse, Stand by me

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:17:08 GMT

You can only take soo much shit after a while.

STACY ANN!!!! hunn u hav been my sister since 4th grade. i love you sooo much hunn and will always be here for you!!!

Wat a day. So glad i dont hav 2 deal wit the stuff sum people r goin through rite now. Just like trust me im alywas here....thats one thing u can always count on.

Anjie hahahaha can u say Vibrating Sensation???? lol

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.:*:.When shit goez down, and sides r taken.you see which friends are real, and who was fakin.:*:.

First Entry...

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 19:57:35 GMT

First Entry.. haha deff wanted 2 copy all my friends and get a lj. lol. Snowed in wit Nicole rite now. Sooo much fun last nite. Went to the movies wit the old Elm St crew. wow i missed them soooo much. The movie was dum but annoying everyone around us with our dirty convos was the best. Then me & Nicole went 2 Aarons. Wow u guys were crazzy. Then came home at like 12 and played American Idol till like 3. Now were havin spagettios watchin the snow fall.

deff comment
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You wanna kno more,more,more about me
Im the girl thats sweepin you off your feet...